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Sunday, July 24, 2011
Flash -
1.
a brief, sudden burst of bright light: a flash of lightning.
2.
a sudden, brief outburst or display of joy, wit, etc.
3.
a very brief moment; instant: I'll be back in a flash.
Flashback
1.
a device in the narrative of a motion picture, novel, etc., by which an event or scene taking place before the present time in the narrative is inserted into the chronological structure of the work.
2.
an event or scene so inserted.
3.
Also called flashback hallucinosis. Psychiatry .
a.
the spontaneous recurrence of visual hallucinations or other effects of a drug, as LSD, long after the use of the drug has been discontinued.
b.
recurrent and abnormally vivid recollection of a traumatic experience, as a battle, sometimes accompanied by hallucinations.
Hmm saw someone, something, some place, some time, some picture.
Heard some song, some dream , some thing.
Not that some time , for all these things i saw are not what i am looking form illusions of the past, quite familiar, yet , not the same.
crap. this head ache sucks
memories of the lost, and no crossroad at that yet
1.
a brief, sudden burst of bright light: a flash of lightning.
2.
a sudden, brief outburst or display of joy, wit, etc.
3.
a very brief moment; instant: I'll be back in a flash.
Flashback
1.
a device in the narrative of a motion picture, novel, etc., by which an event or scene taking place before the present time in the narrative is inserted into the chronological structure of the work.
2.
an event or scene so inserted.
3.
Also called flashback hallucinosis. Psychiatry .
a.
the spontaneous recurrence of visual hallucinations or other effects of a drug, as LSD, long after the use of the drug has been discontinued.
b.
recurrent and abnormally vivid recollection of a traumatic experience, as a battle, sometimes accompanied by hallucinations.
Hmm saw someone, something, some place, some time, some picture.
Heard some song, some dream , some thing.
Not that some time , for all these things i saw are not what i am looking form illusions of the past, quite familiar, yet , not the same.
crap. this head ache sucks
memories of the lost, and no crossroad at that yet
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
NIGHT
back at boarding school study room. HAiz, feelings stress, need to finish alot of stuff, now writing my essay.
Will be back soon
back at boarding school study room. HAiz, feelings stress, need to finish alot of stuff, now writing my essay.
Will be back soon
Monday, July 18, 2011
I lost again
I had never meant to lose myself to my inner rage, and now i feel like a lesser man. Well as expected from a poor leader like myself, i must admit, i am the worst leader in the history. Damn, it is quite hard, and i really dunno why i am still a leader. I find not much motivation, but hey we live and let live.
Well i must as well crawl through this endless hole, and hopefully, find some inner peace within my self. Which meant more meditation.
Sad, for i feel it is quite unfair. I get not so good grades, and yet i try to get a good attitude, while my friends who some have poor attitudes, yet get better results.
Lol , how bad, cause i cannot blame them, for they have worked hard, while i need to work even harder. Sad
Nvm i will make it through. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.
Hopefully i will have the strength to pull through.
Honour guide my step. Step On My Guide : Honour
I had never meant to lose myself to my inner rage, and now i feel like a lesser man. Well as expected from a poor leader like myself, i must admit, i am the worst leader in the history. Damn, it is quite hard, and i really dunno why i am still a leader. I find not much motivation, but hey we live and let live.
Well i must as well crawl through this endless hole, and hopefully, find some inner peace within my self. Which meant more meditation.
Sad, for i feel it is quite unfair. I get not so good grades, and yet i try to get a good attitude, while my friends who some have poor attitudes, yet get better results.
Lol , how bad, cause i cannot blame them, for they have worked hard, while i need to work even harder. Sad
Nvm i will make it through. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.
Hopefully i will have the strength to pull through.
Honour guide my step. Step On My Guide : Honour
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Well life is starting to suck a little.
Many a times a wonder why the heck i became chairman and accepted the position. Well times change, and now i have lesser respect given, ok maybe just in online, where everyone wants to play.
I figure things out
Hopefully
Many a times a wonder why the heck i became chairman and accepted the position. Well times change, and now i have lesser respect given, ok maybe just in online, where everyone wants to play.
I figure things out
Hopefully
Friday, July 15, 2011
well not good. My team is kinda chaotic now. Damn, and well no one is at fault here but sometimes i feel it is kinda my fault. funny as it is. yeah, i feel that sometimes maybe it is because i did not do something, thus things are like that.
ok i need to go will be back at 9.30
Oh had a test chinese which was quite hard, and my juniors lost the most important match of the year.
from ashes to ashes
ok i need to go will be back at 9.30
Oh had a test chinese which was quite hard, and my juniors lost the most important match of the year.
from ashes to ashes
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Wow.
Amazingly i survived hosting my guest from si an china. I can't believe i actually managed to do it. Amazing. Yeah i am also extremely impressed with my friend bowen, who i believe has more leadership potential than me. He has so much energy and actually channels it to them, and by far the most zai leader i have ever seen. And because of him i realise something about myself, and that is to step out of the comfort zone. Yeah i am extremely used to working in places i know, and people i am familiar with and because of that i am freaking impressed with my friend bowen. i wish i was half of him, and perhaps one day i may be able to step out of my comfort zone as well.
Amazingly i survived hosting my guest from si an china. I can't believe i actually managed to do it. Amazing. Yeah i am also extremely impressed with my friend bowen, who i believe has more leadership potential than me. He has so much energy and actually channels it to them, and by far the most zai leader i have ever seen. And because of him i realise something about myself, and that is to step out of the comfort zone. Yeah i am extremely used to working in places i know, and people i am familiar with and because of that i am freaking impressed with my friend bowen. i wish i was half of him, and perhaps one day i may be able to step out of my comfort zone as well.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
I'm sorry felling quite stress out i almost wanted to write a large bunch or vulgarities. Sorry for that you won't see it so no worries. But i have one question, what are words? Have we lost the honor of the knights of olden times? One leader i look up too will be strum brightblade, fictional sadly, but if he was a real life character , he would be oe of the finest men i seen. He was a fake knight acting in name, however he choose to follow the code to death, when many others whom were proclaimed knights failed in following the same code.
I admit, i dun exactly follow him, and honor my words all the time, but sometimes i can't stand it,
Well i guess we are all different.
Well , when you feel down, what can i say, no one is like us, eveyone unique. But hey a silver lining is coming soon near that cloud right?
Good luck, we all need it
I admit, i dun exactly follow him, and honor my words all the time, but sometimes i can't stand it,
Well i guess we are all different.
Well , when you feel down, what can i say, no one is like us, eveyone unique. But hey a silver lining is coming soon near that cloud right?
Good luck, we all need it